Monday, July 7, 2014

Be still

Can you remember the last time you had a troubling situation? A stomach-wrenching, heart-sinking situation? 

The last memorable one for me was when I was diagnosed with cancer in 2012. For weeks straight, it was a never-ending nightmare. Overwhelming sickness, fear of what was going to happen. But I also remember the day that all changed. 

The day I received the results from my bone marrow biopsy was during my family's vacation. No one was home, so I went alone. I was sitting in the waiting room, moments from tears and tired of all the elders around me staring at me because I was so young. Then the door to the waiting room opens, and my mom's best friend walks in. A split second of relief settled in my lungs.  Moments later, we were called into the exam room to wait for what seemed like an eternity. I was pacing. I was crying. Pacing, crying, pacing, crying. 

"Psalm 46:10," my mom's friend says to me.
"What?"
"Psalm 46:10. 'Be still, and know that I am God.' That is all you need. This isn't up to you. Say it. Say it over and over."
"Be still, and know that I am God. Be still, and know that I am God. Be still, and know that I am God. Be still, and know that I am God." Over and over. Like a miracle, the cloud lifted over my heart and much of my worry evaporated. I was still scared, mind you, but I realized that it was out of my hands. No matter what happened that day it would work itself out. 

Fast forward to this week: workplace troubles. I do not like confrontation, and I was kind of pushed into a situation. Do you know how every troubling moment in your life seems like the worst one? Well, maybe not the worst, but the one that will be the hardest to endure? I do sometimes. Obviously, I have been through worse, but it is still hard to see over the storm clouds. I hear the bible verse in the back of my mind, but sometimes I don't give it up to God when I should. I am working on that!

There are many verses that offer God's love and comfort. I suggest you find your go-to verse in those difficult moments. Give it up to Him and know that He will get you through. No matter what happens, God is there. 

1 comment:

  1. This is beautifully written. You have expressed yourself so elegantly. Know that I am thinking of you today and praying extra hard. I love you!

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