The last memorable one for me was when I was diagnosed with cancer in 2012. For weeks straight, it was a never-ending nightmare. Overwhelming sickness, fear of what was going to happen. But I also remember the day that all changed.
The day I received the results from my bone marrow biopsy was during my family's vacation. No one was home, so I went alone. I was sitting in the waiting room, moments from tears and tired of all the elders around me staring at me because I was so young. Then the door to the waiting room opens, and my mom's best friend walks in. A split second of relief settled in my lungs. Moments later, we were called into the exam room to wait for what seemed like an eternity. I was pacing. I was crying. Pacing, crying, pacing, crying.
"Psalm 46:10," my mom's friend says to me.
"What?"
"Psalm 46:10. 'Be still, and know that I am God.' That is all you need. This isn't up to you. Say it. Say it over and over."
"Be still, and know that I am God. Be still, and know that I am God. Be still, and know that I am God. Be still, and know that I am God." Over and over. Like a miracle, the cloud lifted over my heart and much of my worry evaporated. I was still scared, mind you, but I realized that it was out of my hands. No matter what happened that day it would work itself out.
Fast forward to this week: workplace troubles. I do not like confrontation, and I was kind of pushed into a situation. Do you know how every troubling moment in your life seems like the worst one? Well, maybe not the worst, but the one that will be the hardest to endure? I do sometimes. Obviously, I have been through worse, but it is still hard to see over the storm clouds. I hear the bible verse in the back of my mind, but sometimes I don't give it up to God when I should. I am working on that!
There are many verses that offer God's love and comfort. I suggest you find your go-to verse in those difficult moments. Give it up to Him and know that He will get you through. No matter what happens, God is there.
This is beautifully written. You have expressed yourself so elegantly. Know that I am thinking of you today and praying extra hard. I love you!
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